Mercutio's eyes

Bandwagon ahoy!

Ecchicatboy@gmail.com — Wed, 07 Jan 2009 14:28:38 GMT

http://kevan.org/johari?name=Ranmaru

Have at it, people!

When one wants to be weird...

Ecchicatboy@gmail.com — Thu, 17 Jul 2008 17:21:47 GMT

Sometimes I feel like being weird and confusing the heck out of the Americans... so I start refering to Soda as a 'Fizzy Drink'.
I wonder if that makes me UnAmerican? Surely such a word is British!

Kitties

Ecchicatboy@gmail.com — Sat, 12 Jan 2008 14:31:16 GMT

Last day I bought Zia a game called 'Petz Catz 2', in which you can choose out of 40 cats and then take them out on a story-driven adventure... do quests, dress up the cat, and pretty up the environment they live in. Its cute, and she seems to be quite enjoying it.
In other news, Zia caught my cold and has been sick lately. Its heartbreaking to see her be so sick that she can't sleep. But there's nothing I can do about it I guess.

So now I go munch on likorish cats.

P.S. We went out eating with the foxes (Nihaler and Rayven), was fun seeing some of our best friends again. It gets lonely around here without them furries.

Women, such mysterious creatures

Ecchicatboy@gmail.com — Tue, 16 Oct 2007 01:29:24 GMT

So I was walking on campus today... and have the following happen to me:

Girl comes up to me (recognize her from COM-101 class), and she bluntly states: "Ah, hi Harry... you wearing boxers today? You normally wear briefs!"

X.x Wow, you wear boxers outside of the house for like ONE day... and you get this.
My head got red, I was quite flabbergasted, had no clue what to say. So I just replied "Yes." and wandered into a different direction.

Weird

Ecchicatboy@gmail.com — Sat, 16 Jun 2007 00:09:46 GMT

You know your wife is weird when you say: Liquor and nuts...

And your wife replies: "Lick(-ing) her nuts?"

I love my Zia.

Pitched by Zia

Ecchicatboy@gmail.com — Fri, 27 Apr 2007 20:15:40 GMT

Tales of the Body

Ecchicatboy@gmail.com — Tue, 17 Apr 2007 20:11:19 GMT

My physique has always been somewhat of a mystery to others, or rather, something that seems to have the need to be fixed.
As a child I always was thin and tall, lanky... weak muscled and easily tired. At some point in my life (and a lot of blood drawing, which is another story for another time) it was revealed that I had something called 'beta-thalassemia'. Lucky for me, it was the minor sort, HeteroZygote. In leymen's terms, its a type of amenia. It causes weakness and fatigue. There's a slight iron-deficiency along with that, which isn't normal for someone with the minor case, and I can't take iron-supplements either. (Bad stuff happens, trust me)

Anyway, back to my physique. I've been trying to get it up all of my life. By my muscles won't be growing. I was able to get my general physique a tiny bit better by cycling up and down to school (9-10 miles each way) for 6 whole years. It easy for me to cycle, but I still couldn't run a quarter of a mile without getting totally exhausted and getting pain in my chest. People constantly have bugged me, assuming that it can just be trained away. I've tried my best, I've always done sports, and even did some therapy to get my muscles to build. Well guess what, they ain''t any bigger now. And I doubt they are going to get any bigger.

But its annoying, getting reminded every time I try to run somewhere that my body will get tired fast. I can cycle many many miles as it is a different kind of movement, but the rest of my body just won't go along with this. I have weak back-muscles and my arms aren't the greatest either. (Though I tend to be stronger than people give me credit for)

Anyhow, my point here is, people out there, stop trying to tell me you know my body better than I do. I got into a heated discussion last day with some people who seem to think they know better than me. And this annoys the hell out of me. When I start with 'I can't run to the train-station without being out of breath' does not mean I can not cycle a lousy 4 miles. Especially not after me stating that its been like that my whole life.

My body... I know it best. So GTFO my case!

Married

Ecchicatboy@gmail.com — Sat, 14 Apr 2007 22:13:54 GMT

Just a short message over here...

So... I'm married now.
*Plucks on his skin*
Nope, don't feel any different. Nothing's lost in feelings...
Aside from there being a ring on my finger now (but I practiced) and the perk of being able to call Zia my 'wife'.
Instead of 'fiance' or 'to-be-wife'... still my mate though!

~ Ranmaru / Harry

Can't wait...

Ecchicatboy@gmail.com — Sat, 03 Mar 2007 20:26:03 GMT

*jump* *jump* *jump* *jump* *jump* *jump* *jump* *jump* *jump* *jump* *jump* *jump* *jump* *jump* *jump* *jump* *jump* *jump*

One more day... one more day... one more day...

*jump* *jump* *jump* *jump* *jump* *jump* *jump* *jump* *jump* *jump* *jump* *jump* *jump* *jump* *jump* *jump* *jump* *jump*

Hyper kitty gooo!

+.+

Bandwagon HOOO!

Ecchicatboy@gmail.com — Thu, 01 Mar 2007 17:04:29 GMT

rayvenwolffe made me do it! Really!

Comment here, and...

1 ). I'll respond with something random about you!

2 ). I'll challenge you to try something new.

3 ). I'll pick a color that I associate with you.

4 ). I'll tell you something I like about you.

5 ). I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.

6 ). I'll tell you what animal you remind me of, as if this is going to be a stretch.

7 ). I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.

8 ). If I do this for you, you must post this in your journal, damnit!

Two more stories

Ecchicatboy@gmail.com — Thu, 01 Mar 2007 00:07:47 GMT

Not many know this, but I carry the story of two important, yet fictional characters within me.
Ryu and Ranmaru. Two beings who have helped me cope through my life, and have allowed me to witness their history and future.

As one told to Ryu: "It was a story that had to be told."

Not many will be able to really make heads or tails out of this post. I don't expect you to.
Nor do I expect the next picture I included to be worth anything. It is not artistic in the sense of the drawing art. I am rubbish when it comes to that. But I wanted to give a very rought image of what I had in my mind a few minutes ago.

Visa Journey, Final Approval day.

Ecchicatboy@gmail.com — Tue, 13 Feb 2007 18:11:45 GMT

The journey began today, having trouble sleeping bringing trouble to wake up. Luckily there is nothing as 'waking' as some Dream Theater on full volume. Nobody else in the house, so nobody was bothered by it. I whined a little and turned of the Media player, as I put my first alarm at 6:40, while I needed to get up at 8 am... so I fell into a light sleep. Soon to wake up again by 'Disappear'.

So I got up, only to find that the clothes I picked out to have been visitted by a cat. (Who opened by door?) So I quickly chose something else, and got myself ready! Phone, yep, wallet... passport... keys... mp3 player. I quickly chose a book from my wall-rack. 'The Never Ending Story, hard cover, first edition (NL)'.

So I left, I used the side-bag I got from my parents for christmas to carry both the book and all of the forms. I then thought that it was stupid that I did not think of something! I had no more OV-card (Public Transportation = Free!) . So I quickly grabbed some money from the wall (ATM) and got back to the busstop.
And I waited... bus came, got on... bus arrives... LATE!
I see the train I wanted leave right in front of me. Luckily, as Harry is a smarty-boy, I planned ahead and made sure I had PLEEEENTY time spare.

So I take a train later, and arrive in Amsterday. Got two hours to get there. Moooore than plenty. I walked to the second-handed gamestore in Amsterdam. Bah, they changed their opening times from 11 to 12 'o clock. Stupid peeps. Screw them! So I move on to the manga bookstore much further up the street. ... ... ... Mc Donalds took over that building. THEY DID IT! THEY REALLY DID IT! THEY FINALLY BLEW IT ALL UP! DAMN YOU! *gasp* DAMN YOU ALL TO HELL!

Anyhow! So I go the the Museum-plaza, like... one hour ahead of time. (Before this I had started to get anxious as hell, thinking I forgot something. Did not of course, I 100-checked my checklist thingy)
Anyhow, I did three rounds around it (Plaza), as there was nobody at the Embassy gate yet. But after 15 minutes, I decided to go there anyhow. 45 minutes to wait. Someone else walked up to me, some lady, who apparently also had to be there. And then... people started to arrive. And with that, THE WHINING! People from KLM whining that they can't go inside before their appointment (2 'O Clock) Whine whine... Americans this.... whine whine... Americans that.
Let's fast forward to 2 minutes pre! A girl came who also came for K-1, and rang the bell. People would come up. So we wait... wait... wait.... yep, they arrive at 13:30, just at the right time! So I get stripped off of my precious phone and MP3 player, and get to go on to another door (still outside! They detected for metal under a 'tent')

Then I go into a room where they ONCE AGAIN detect for metal. This time I have to give up on my MP3 player and phone, I get a receipt to get them back. Number 18. Okay, cool. Whatever.

So I go inside and have to wait in a comfy warm room. There's a TV with CNN on. I sit in a chair and talk to the girl a little. She doesn't give much away. I talk too much. XD
I wait, soon I get called to a little window with the number 5. A guy checks stuff with me. Afedavid (I never write that right) stuff, sign this please, birth certificate, proof of money-transfer. Okay, you done. Wait till you get called.
So I sit back, same room. I thought that the interview would be in like an office, seperate room or anything.
A little later I get called for, I walk up to the little window next to number 5... number 6 thus.
A guy talks to me. Where'd you meet? Internet. A lot of people meet through the internet these days huh? Yeah. So what made you want to marry with her. *blabs for 3 minutes why me and Arazia are perfect for eachother...* Okay... I can see you really love her. Okay. Oh, what's that necklace? "Arazia?" It's my fiance's nickname. "Okay... right... well, I'll be glad to tell you that you are approved" (Then some boring yadayada about what I should and should not do. Things I already knew. And Zia too.

Then the hard part starts..................
GETTING MY F*CKING STUFF BACK!
There was a freaking line outside twice as long as a bus!
So I wait for an ungodly time, get my stuff, and leave.

I went through the Amsterdam Amstel station and treated myself to a Turkish Pizza (long story).... then got on the train and went back.

Happy Birthday

Ecchicatboy@gmail.com — Thu, 01 Feb 2007 15:31:46 GMT

Yep, my birthday today. Rawr! Am 20 now. (Nooo, now I can't use 'being 19' as an excuse for being horny.)

Hugs

Ecchicatboy@gmail.com — Fri, 26 Jan 2007 23:29:28 GMT

Today I was going over youtube. I was watching some Monty Python sketches, until I stumbled on a video of the Free Hugs campain. Now, arazia had told me about this thing once, and I thought it was pretty cool and all. But I never really looked into it.

So I ended up watching it. Laying there in bed, headphone on and watching it really does send a warm feeling through my body. Is it not strange how some people can take comfort in such a gesture?

You see, as a child. Hell, until I finally met Arazia, I never really had gotten any hugs. It is not that big of a thing in my country. Here in Holland we are more about the 'cheek kissing'. Not to say that my parents never gave me comfort or anything... I am sure they did. But nothing about them makes me think of moments of comfort and safety.
I never had a hug before, that is basically it. I remember just how great it was to finally hug Arazia when she came off of that plane and into my arms... into my life. I remember shuddering, mainly because she told me I was shuddering. I was exited, I do recall it now. I was exited and slightly scared. That hug, I promised her, and given her just that. It felt great, so warm.
A global motion of love and care. A comforting embrace.

Ever since I met Arazia, I've had many more hugs. She introduced me to the furry community. People much more open to those that tend to be rejected by culture? (I don't know how to describe this best. But from what I know, they are accepting. I honestly don't get what the deal is with people disapproving of the culture. Sure, I trust that there are some bad apples. But if there is one bad Englishman, should we blame them all? Anyhow, back to topic.)
In the past year or so, I've felt more important and loved than I have ever in my entire life.

Just while writing this I repeated that movie's song for a few times, now assosiating it with hugs. I can close my eyes, listen to it, and imagine 'Zia hugging me. But also all others who have granted me their comfort. Maybe just to say hello, maybe just because they felt it was what they had to do. But it made me feel really welcome. lafflist, Thank you. Especially Graywolf, Rayven, Nihaler (I know you did not hug me, but you are a nice guy anyhow), Arazia (of course)... And all those who have hugged me and who I met on more than one occasion, I have not forgotten you. Thank you too.

That's a huge penis!

Ecchicatboy@gmail.com — Fri, 15 Dec 2006 14:44:49 GMT

A penile joke... caught on satelite!

Apparently a student thought it was funny to draw a penis on the roof of his school.
Google is debating whether or not to get a new photo of that area, since the large dick has now been removed.

Partial Log

Ecchicatboy@gmail.com — Wed, 25 Oct 2006 21:40:26 GMT

Game: Angelic Layer MUSH
Title: A long goodbye and a new day?
Description: Ranmaru has finally found someone who is able to treat Mikage's heartproblem... but of course this is not without risk...
Scene Location: The Piffle Princess, just having finished a match against Kisho. (New Player)
Players: Ranmaru and Mikage.

Ranmaru gives a bow towards Kisho and then settles the angel into his pocket, turning his head towards Mikage. "Yes, it was good practice." He replied, standing up slowly and holding a hand out towards her waist to try and hold her close to him, placing his blindfold into another one of his pockets and replacing it by placing his sunglasses in front of his eyes.

There is a slow intake of breath from the girl beside Ranmaru, almost a hiss between her teeth but nothing more as it passes. Such sounds had become common-place as of late, even if they hadn't been all that long ago. A short little sign of pain that only shows through that sound and the faint twinge at the corner of her eyes. She allows herself to be held against him, her own arm sliding around his waist to further support herself. "Not as much of a challenge as some, though. Kamui didn't seem to have his heart with him today."

Mikage didn't get a worried look, Ranmaru knowing that she didn't want him to worry too much about her. So instead she got shoved a little closer to him. It were sad days, Mikage's condition were getting worse by the day, and sometimes Ranmaru could swear that he could actually see it whilst looking at her... "No, it was no challenge. Kamui did not need to show his power and heart to the fullest." This mainly because he had not fought any big players since his success at the qualifiers. "Come love, let's go home." He took a step towards the exit.

"It's almost a little sad..." Mikage whispers, glancing at the layer . Sometimes, lately, she seemed distant. As if some part of her were off in another world or thinking of things beyond the here and now. But, she snaps out of it quickly enough, and gives a nod of her head, causing the white cat ears of her hat to bob up and down a little. "Alright." She walks with him, having to move a little quicker to keep up with his longer strides. She stays quiet for the time being, perhaps keeping those internal thoughts to herself.

Ranmaru placed a hand on Mikage's hat for a moment, moving it so that the ears would perk upwards. "Like your hat." He stated, nodding and slowing down a little as they approached the stairway. "I know it's sad though..." They had eachother, and this was something that surely made Ranmaru happy. But there were some days in which he just wished that they were both perfectly healthy. "Either way... as I said, I found someone who has an idea how to do it. The problem is that it's in America." Ranmaru was not afraid of the Americans and knew perfectly well that their threatment methods were on par, or sometimes even better than those in Japan. The problem were two things. "There's however a planeflight involved... that... and the treatment is not a common practice." Ranmaru shared, setting himself so that Mikage could lean on him whilst going up the stairs to the main hall. He had gotten a tiny bit stronger lately as he had to help Mikage with walking a lot lately...

"Thanks... a little girl I taught to duel a while back made it for me." Mikage used her spare hand to twirl one of the ties of the hat, and then reached that hand over to grasp onto his arm for balance. Stairs were never easy, even at the best of times. Having been wheelchair-bound much of her life, the muscles in her legs never did develop right. "I don't mind plane flights... I've been to the United States before, remember?" She had actually gotten one previous surgery there. "As for common practice, that doesn't worry me." A moment of silence passed, and while the rest is left unspoken, it's probably easy enough to read. What worried her, was the risks involved. "It seems like a choice of how I go... die here slowly, or die on an operating table in some foreign place. Roll the dice, take my chances, and see if luck favors the weak."

"Cute." Ranmaru replied to Mikage telling about the hat. "I like the ears." Hey, the boy had a catboy angel, can't expect him not to appreciate the kitty ears. Ranmaru held onto Mikage as strongly as he could as he started moving up the stairs. "Yes, I know you are not afraid of planes. I just mean that the flight could be... you know... rough with bad weather." That was really the least of worries at that moment. "But you're right, the planeflight should be no problem. The risk however..." Yes he had read into her words well. He helped Mikage get up the stairs slowly, until they were at the top. "Well... I hate the chances. But at the same time... yes, it's a hard thing to choose." He sighed for a moment and took one single step forth to turn into the direction of the entrance.

For a long while as they walk, Mikage is silent. Again, this is a behavior she'd developed only recently, to get lost in her thoughts so much that other things became somewhat secondary. "What if I told you that I didn't want to take that chance." She finally speaks as they step out onto the sidewalk outside the Piffle Princess. There is a shiver that runs through her, and her eyes pointedly avoid his sunglass- covered gaze. The scene in her mind's eye was a scarey one for anyone who had ever gone into surgery. "I don't want to die on some cold operating table with tubes up everywhere and my chest cracked open for the world to see." Yes, she surely had some state of depression, who wouldn't in her shoes... but such things aren't healthy for long.

Ranmaru had gotten a little used to the silence, but it still hurt a little. To see his frail girlfriend to be in this condition... having become so silent. It saddened him so. And when she finally spoke, his heart skipped a few paces. But he did somewhat expect that answer in some way, he had expected that answer for a while. "If you don't want it, my hands are tied." Ranmaru replied with a faint sense of sorrow in his voice. "This life would go on, living together..." He didn't dare to add 'as long as we can'. He feared one day to stand in an empty house, without the warmth of Mikage around him. Without her soul lighting up his. "I know how it could end... and I wouldn't be able to stand looking at it... but worse, experience it. Those gods people believe in up there must be laughing at us, giving us a little thread to hold on to. If it snaps... bad things. Stand on the ground... bad things. But climb the little wire and hope you don't fall..." He pauzed, realizing how saddening his worse must be. "I'm sorry..." He then appologized and got a bit nearer to her, as if he was going to hug her... or rather, inviting one.

Another shiver runs up from the girl's fingers through to her chest, her eyes closing tightly as if trying to block out some image that won't quite go away. In some way, the gruesome image in her own mind slowly faded into the one that echoed in Ranmaru's. Perhaps it's coincidence, perhaps not. "I told you once... a long time ago that I don't want to die in a hospital." This was true, and this was still one of her greatest fears. "Is that something you're willing to risk... Ranmaru-ai? A few more months... maybe a year together. Weigh that against the time until you find a doctor who will risk it. Is it really worth it?" She stops almost dead in her tracks, placing a hand to her chest and taking a few deep breaths. Then, she looks up at his open arms and just sighs, stepping forward and sliding her arms around his sides.

"I realize you do not want to. But yes, this doctor will risk it. That does not mean I can ask /you/ to risk it." The boy explained, trying not to cry, however his voice shook a little. "I don't want you die to in a hospital either my love. I don't want you to die at all!" He didn't lift his voice, he spoke to her in an always gentle one. "If I have to be honest, I don't want to weigh it up at all my love. I wouldn't be able to live with myself..." He was being totally honest to her, no matter how much his words might sadden her. "Because I never want to do something against your will." He didn't know how to say it, he didn't want to try and convince her.

Again that silence sat like a blanket covering everything so thickly that it became an almost stiffling force. Mikage knew just how hard this was for Ranmaru, and doubly knew how hard it was for her. A roll of the dice? In the end, it came down to something as simple as long goodbyes. In her own mind, she wasn't sure she could say goodbye to this boy, this man who had become the better part of her soul. She wasn't sure he could take the long, dragged-out decline that would lead to her death. Perhaps... for good or bad, it was best for this to end quickly. "I'll try." She finally says, giving her head a faint nod as they walk. "I've never backed down from a fight yet... and I think I'd rather end it fighting this, then letting it come quietly." She squeezes him lightly with what strength exists in her arms. "But you have to be with me... I don't mean during it but... at least until ... at least until I can say goodbye."

"My fighting angel." Ranmaru forced a smile whilst looking at her. It almost looked painful. As the girl squeezed his arm then, the answer really had started to sink in. He knew very well what this meant... what he was risking. Or rather, what THEY were risking. There were so many ways this could go wrong... but if it went right, it would do a lot for both of their lives. "Of course." He then finally answered. "Of course I will be with you. No matter how, where or when you are... I will be with you." He pulled her a bit closer and placed a kiss on her forehead... or rather, the cateared hat. "I will always be with you."

"Just, promise me that if it ends badly..." Mikage's words choke in her throat slightly as she tries to come up with something, anything to say to keep that from sounding as heartbreaking as it did to her own ears. "... that you won't let them keep me in that cold place." She lets out a shuddering breath, and just holds herself closely against him, as if somehow this frail boy were her rock in a world that had become a tempest. "I guess it's silly to get so worked up over things. It isn't as if anything is final yet." She twirls one of the hat's ties in her free hand, the other still holding onto Ranmaru's side. "It's more scarey than any of the other times. More at risk in more ways than one."

Rather than immediate or thoughtful silence, Mikage answers this with a small nod of her head, seeming satisfied with what he had said. Perhaps there would be more later, but now wasn't a time for being morbid. "I bought some sweet rolls from the bakery, we could have those for desert." She suggests, trying to be somewhat helpful. She hadn't been able to help cook much lately, her hands shook too much for such tasks. Still, when he says that all will be fine, she looks up at him, looking beneath his sunglasses to catch a glimpse of those odd colored eyes, "If you say so... let it be so." Her head leans slightly towards his shoulder then as they walk together.

"Sounds like a good idea." The two had started walking off towards home again, Ranmaru holding Mikage as closely as he could without making it hard to walk. As she looked up to see his eyes then, she probably could have caught a glimpse of a single tear and troubled eyes. It was clear that the boy was trying to be strong, but still in his bodylanguage it showed small hints of how hard it all was on him. "Hai, all will be fine..... can't wait for those rolls." He then shifted the subject back to dinner. "And afterwards, I was thinking of giving you a nice and warm oil massage... what do you think?"

And seeing that tear, Miki reaches a hand up and lightly brushes it away from his cheek, her fingers lingering there for just a moment, depending more on his vision to guide them as she consentrates on him instead. She makes no comment about it, the action as ordinary as any in the lives of these two. "A what?" Distracted, she almost doesn't understand exactly what he is offering, and it takes a minute for it to sink in. "I've... never had one, but it might be nice." She seems a little unsure, but then seems to shrug it off as more jitters. It was still strange at times, living with someone else, but it was nice enough in this case.

Ecchicatboy@gmail.com — Thu, 19 Oct 2006 17:28:06 GMT

Odd dreams.

Sometimes I get these really odd dreams... but I never really write them down. This one seemed to carry little meaning, but was just fun to dream about. As confusing and weird it was... it was like being in a movie // game. Only you are the main character? (Yes, there are dreams in which you are not the 'first person'.)

Now since a part of the dream (the beginning) got broken, because of me waking up in the middle before getting back to sleep, I am unable to produce this, so I will just write down what I dreamt in like the last, I dunno... 30 minutes before completely waking up?

Beginning scenery:

I am standing before something that looks like a large aquarium filled with water, or something that looks like it. Standing inside a hall with two 'ensign red shirt' around me, dressed in common clothings. (Random people that I don't recognize)
For some reason, I am set uppon adding something to the aquarium, and apparently I have a memory of someone already having done it once with some kind of red liquid-like tablet. (Round flat pill). This guy, which is silly, is Enju. (For those who don't know him. Look for that name on google... I've been playing B-daman.)
So I direct myself to a random person who walks in and ask him if he has seen Enju, and if he can go and ask the guy for 'the red tablet'. And I tell that same person that he can recognize 'Enju' by his red hair and a large scar on the face. (Yes, I am so good at describing people.)
The guy then comments that he has the item that I am looking for in his drawer and runs off.
Prettymuch that same moment a girl comes up to me, warning me that there is someone laying in that 'aquarium'. I look inside and am barely able to make out what is on the bottom. Yet the mental picture comes through clearly of a lady laying there. Like an ice queen of some sorts. However, I shake my head. "I know nothing of what you are saying." For some reason there is this mental voice in the back of my head saying that I do know, but because nobody bothered to tell me at the start, I am 'playing dumb'. The guy arrives with the red tablet and I take it from his hand. The girl then warns me that if I do it, the world will forever be doomed. And that whatever is at the bottom of that aquarium will destroy us all. I seem to know this but not to care. (Now that I am awake, I wonder if my character was controlled by her, or if there was something inside of 'me' that wanted to prove something?)

I drop the red tablet into the ground.

And as it touches the ground, it shifts into a yellow tablet... the entire aquarium. Or rather, a block/rectangle... though slightly flat. People start screaming around me and run towards the exit of the hall. I run along with them and stop at the exit of the hallway along with the girl. The girl comments that I should be no fool and should not stand around.
I however keep standing there and push her away. And this is where I can tell that my previousl dream was broken... because I basically got a memory that I /KNEW/ was from something I saw/did before. Where someone showed me that I would always be fine if I believed in true love. And this is also where I realize that this character was clearly me. As 'I' thought of Barbara and knew that my love was true. And as a small mental image of her appeared into my mind, the room around me changed completely... into a large hall without exits or windows. However there was light coming from the yellow tablet, which was laying in the middle. A little to my right was floating a lady (or rather monster) created of icicles that spawned from every part of her body, shooting out into every direction. Her arms were more like claws like that... if she'd hug a person, he'd be pierced to death. But, as disfigured as this monster might be, I realized it was a woman. And at the same time realized the story behind this. She was a resident of a beautiful ice planet that by some kind of spell got turned into a little shard.
The icelady immediately rushed towards me, and I quickly pushed her away by some kind of force. ( Basically tightening my muscles and just... doing it without thought or incantations or something. Realizing that this was a power granted because I believed in true love.)

((Yes, I realize how lame that might sound. But it's a dream! What do you expect!?))

The icelady then complains: "Why do you stop me from killing you?" I don't understand this reasoning and stare at the yellow tablet which is slowly forming into like.... a bubble. Like a planet that is growing from the ground. But it looks disgusting and misformed because of icicles all over it. The ice lady screams. "Everyone must die. Don't you see what your god did to our planet? It's a joke!" I knew that with that last part, she meant that our god was cruel.

((You must however understand that I don't believe in a god. Though me and Barbara often comment that if there is a God, he must be cruel for putting me and her so far apart.))

She then rushed at me again, but I seemed not to care. I already knew that the spikes would pierce my flesh. But as she took me into a hug, I felt no pain. Instead I said that it did not have to be as horrible as it was. And I then used that same 'power' to turn the arising planet into it's original form, as beautiful as it had been. A golden aura forming around it. The lady slowly let go of me... and when I was done (the planet had risen up) I dropped to the ground... standing back in the hallway that it had all started in. And as I looked up I felt that there were people standing around me, a light meeting my eyes... and I woke up.

((The light was probably my mind finally that it was morning.))

Because everyone else is doing it...

Ecchicatboy@gmail.com — Mon, 03 Jul 2006 10:29:40 GMT

LIVE TRUMPS 1.1

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Unexpected answers

Ecchicatboy@gmail.com — Sun, 08 Jan 2006 13:31:38 GMT

Grabbed quiz from Vash...

How evil are you?

Well that was unexpected? I asumed that I was at least a littlebit evil?

Some pictures of mine.

Ecchicatboy@gmail.com — Wed, 28 Dec 2005 11:32:29 GMT

I got a digital camera for Christmas, so it's time to share the pictures!

That's my cat... he is evil I tell you! His name is Siri...
That is me! Yes, me in my white blouse, taking a picture of myself. Hey, I have green eyes!
Those are my mom and dad. I hope I will not need to point out which one is the mom and which one is the dad.
That's my desk. Yes that is a poster of 'X-tv' on the left. And that orange bag is my GF's... travelbag. Yes I know... my desk is a mess >.<
That's my sister opening her presents. Oh, she loves the presents! (ohh... pringles dippers with Hot Chilli dip... yum!)

A quick quiz for the hell of it

Ecchicatboy@gmail.com — Sat, 24 Dec 2005 09:36:32 GMT

Vash did it... so why not me?
I must say that in some way I am suprised... whilst at the same time not? I know I am a protector, but I never expected my facial expression to be a smile. You know, because I can't... really... smile or anything? Anyhow!

You are a protector.
Yes, you don't like to kill people. That goes
against everything you belive in. It's not that
you are a coward, but your ideals and morals
wouldn't allow it. You are the typical hero, do
the righteous things, get the bad guys and do
it all legally. But just because you don't kill
doesn't mean you can't kick ass. And that is
what you do. You use your brain and your
strenght to do honourable deeds and protect
people you know and love. If an evil guy is
going to take over the world soon, it's you who
will get involved. You hate watching innocents
suffer, and love seeing bad people getting what
they deserve. You are probably also happy and
optimistic and work pretty good in groups. And
the friends you usually make are true ones.

Main weapon: Anything at all
Quote: "You only live once, but if
you do it right, once is enough" -Joe
Lewis
Facial expression: Smile

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A quick update

Ecchicatboy@gmail.com — Thu, 22 Dec 2005 16:55:46 GMT

Guess my function as staffer on the Magical Destiny game has been reinstated.
I guess Lord Tiger talked Lord Monkey into this or something of the like.
Either way... I am happy.

But I still dislike Lord Monkey. *peer*

A quiz

Ecchicatboy@gmail.com — Mon, 19 Dec 2005 14:47:19 GMT

Just be careful, these are not just some lame questions! Read into what I wrote... maybe you will be able to answer half of it right if you think you know me well enough.

Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!

Hmm

Ecchicatboy@gmail.com — Tue, 06 Dec 2005 13:32:24 GMT

So much time, so little time to do it..."

So much stuff going on as of late, and I don't know where to begin. Maybe I should start actually updating this place again.
Trouble all over my mind and soul...

Either way, for the fun messages: Roleplaying is taking up my life again... so much more than before.
And I am having the greatest time of my life doing so. Certain people make this even better... will mention later who what and how.

Roleplaying and me

Ecchicatboy@gmail.com — Mon, 08 Aug 2005 10:30:42 GMT

Well this is odd. One day I find myself looking down upon forum RPs, as I found my love for it in MUSHes... yet now I have created two characters in the Anime League forums. Now I doubt many still watch this LifeJournal, but those who do might recognize my talents.

Gai invited me to join him in the middleverse, which I was first reluctant of doing as there are multiple people there which are most clearly NOOBs when it comes to either character delevopment or writing. Yet, there are veterans there too, veterans I do not know yet, and there even is an elite present!

But this is not what grabbed my attention, it was the recognition of my person, my very characters that would in the last two days create my descission. I suddenly get added on IM-lists as people recognized me, saw my 'greatness' so to say in the two Bio-s I put up... and guess what? Number two of those Bio-s is Ryu... the character I first started roleplaying with.

It's good seeing you again Ryu!